I thought about my future. I feel like it's never gonna happen
I keep reassuring myself that it's ok and nothing bad is gonna happen, but I'm afraid of the failure I might face. My entire life depends on it. Am I too idealistic about it? I feel like I'm expecting too much. Or maybe I'm a bit too optimistic
I try to take my mind off of things by distracting myself but then I remember that I don't deserve it.
maybe I should talk it through someone?
nah... I'll regret it
I wish it was all over
I'm afraid of not achieving my dream.